Matrix - a Web of Relationships
The matrix :The topic that has taken my
maximum thoughts. What I define matrix is - the complex web of relations a
man is going to live through his life which is going to effect him and
which he is going to effect. Call it sociology of one individual's
His total life is going to be determined by this group in good or bad.
We are born in a set of social surroundings - parents, family, relations
and their contacts. As humans, we have no control on this event.
Our child hood and majority of our formative years is going to be
determined by the group on which we have no control. All our concept of
feelings is going to come from that group. And those impressions are we
are going to carry for most of our lives.
Now why is this happening? Why are there inequalities on birth situations
on which child has no control?
Over time, in the process of time, we develop our independent connections,
we develop new lines within this matrix either consciously or
unconsciously, mostly we get drawn into them - how/why it happens is a
great mystery. Some come closer, some remain aloof, some remain at a
distance. How it happens? For a moment forget human sociology or
psychology - the fact of all people you come in connection with and few
people come in place where they can effect you - there has to be some
reason. Cut chemistry cut passion and the answer - my belief is that today
it's the complexity of matrix.
Matrix is a system god or what ever you call him has created in order to
run the gamut of his natural justice. As in another essay on natures
justice I saidthat he needs human mind and matrix to deliver his justice
so he creates individual matrix for each person to fructify the process of
one action to conclusion That's what you do it will come back may be
not from same person but from some one else in the matrix. In the end, the
processes have to zero up since at the start there was zero.
This we can exemplify with the lamb and butcher story -they are related in
one matrix in a defined style though both have different perspectives -
one to kill and other to get killed - logically indefensible position but
they do come in connection because matrix wants to fruitfy their actions.
Now a question will arise - after all the
butcher kills so many goats while he can be killed only once! Yes and it
might be that he won't be killed at all once too, but in god's time/space
horizon this life is just one snap shot of a picture - the picture is
bigger or think of an alternative that you are caught in a position where
you are not killed physically but you die on a day to day basis - fearing
life more than death and say like a personally sentenced to death but not
hanged and seeing death every time the noose man walks down the corridors
or think of the thought of living with night mares in the night with
troubled thoughts or percussion phobia ----where you are experiencing
death every moment.
So the matrix will be there. Some lines of matrix will hurt you some lines
won't - the lines that hurt you will that will bother you the most. What
do you do? You will either retort with anger, vengeance, succeed some
time, fail some time and remain in the matrix. Some times you will take
that hurt in your heart and be forced to think. If you are forced to think
you will analyze the causes of hurt and find that matrix plus natural
justice makes perfect sense and than you will start taking corrective
This brings me to two basic tenents of vedanta philosophy destiny (cunulative
upbalance of all our actions - which is being maintained in our brain in
subconscious or non conscious level) that's reflected in definition of our
individual matrix and the karma ---our actions.
In normal routine we will
always do actions for what ever reasons and with what our results ----but
all actions will be people related through this matrix. Most often we
react as necessity or out of compulsions -----and that gets deeper and
deeper related to this matrix. Some people we owe some people owe us and
this thing goes on and we continue waiting for natural justice to correct
it. I have a belief and its only a belief that accounts are not
necessarily settled on one to one basis but like a clearing house since in
concept of natures justice individuals/time/space don't matter. after reaching the station. This man
used to wait for the post man to open the post box to check whether he had
written the pin code, affixed the stamp and so on. But in those instances
he would have done that job perfectly up to 100% and it is more of the
mental condition than of real.
So some day some thing has to happen to each individual spread out in
time/space that he starts questioning how to insulate one self from this
matrix - I guess that's the stage of mind shifting its gear from conscious
level to super conscious.
Article by: KANIKA DEWAN is a high school student
and writing is her passion. Her main interests are reading books and